Caleb's eyes widen for the briefest moment, then grow darker as that answer strikes unexpectedly at a desire and a weakness he's only fully realized for the first time tonight. He knows how Yussa is his tonight, but the reminder with that playful and provocative look has--well, probably exactly the effect Yussa intends it to.
The hand that wasn't quite gripping his ass now very deliberately is, and Caleb uses it to drag Yussa the rest of the way against him and into a short but heated kiss. "And what a waste it would be to choose to leave you empty," he whispers between them when it breaks.
The hand that wasn't quite gripping his ass now very deliberately is, and Caleb uses it to drag Yussa the rest of the way against him and into a short but heated kiss. "And what a waste it would be to choose to leave you empty," he whispers between them when it breaks.
As soon as Yussa's leg slides over his hip, Caleb uses his grip to pull him those last few inches flush to his body, negating the space between them. He is utterly dazzled by this man, who is certainly the finest thing he's ever owned, even temporarily. When the kiss breaks, Caleb looks at him with something akin to wonder, quickly mingled with the sort of startled, helpless adoration of a man who had not prepared his heart to endure such sweetness.
(And Yussa may not call him boy, but the phrase is close enough for him to hear it anyway.)
"How could I do otherwise? I am not the sort of man who can afford to take fine things for granted," he says, the softness of his voice between them belying its intensity. "And I have never had anything so precious just for me."
His heart aches with that admission, as true in reality as in fantasy.
"But already I have decided that I cannot let the first time also be the last."
(And Yussa may not call him boy, but the phrase is close enough for him to hear it anyway.)
"How could I do otherwise? I am not the sort of man who can afford to take fine things for granted," he says, the softness of his voice between them belying its intensity. "And I have never had anything so precious just for me."
His heart aches with that admission, as true in reality as in fantasy.
"But already I have decided that I cannot let the first time also be the last."
Caleb sighs against Yussa's mouth as the older man claims his space against his body and past his lips with a sweep of his tongue, heavy with conflicting contentment and longing. His eyes slip open when the kiss breaks, meeting Yussa's just as he makes that promise. A hand making space between them finds his cock more than half hard by now, and Caleb moans at that first brush of his fingers. His own hand on Yussa's ass squeezes reflexively, digging into the soft flesh.
Yussa's gentleness is almost too much. His heart wasn't ready for this intimacy. But gods, he craves it. This soft, playful fondness feels so natural, so easy. He seeks another kiss before he responds, needing--more. Just more.
"I'll think of you," he promises breathlessly. "It will be many months before I save enough to see you again. But I know now that having you for even a night is worth every coin I can spare."
Yussa's gentleness is almost too much. His heart wasn't ready for this intimacy. But gods, he craves it. This soft, playful fondness feels so natural, so easy. He seeks another kiss before he responds, needing--more. Just more.
"I'll think of you," he promises breathlessly. "It will be many months before I save enough to see you again. But I know now that having you for even a night is worth every coin I can spare."
Yussa rolls and Caleb rolls with him, following the momentum with a startled bark of laughter. He winds up between his thighs with a little adjusting, and Yussa's hand has more freedom to move over his cock, which is readily returning to full arousal with his touch. The speed of it feels miraculous, but then, that was the point of giving him drugs.
His breath grows shallower again, and he cants his hips into Yussa's grip, grinding against his palm. Looking down at the gorgeous man beneath him and nuzzling the slender hand cradling his face, and can't help smiling.
"I do not need a book to remember you." His eyes are bright, dancing with playful warmth. "But I would enjoy one."
His hands are braced on the bed to hold him over Yussa's body, but he does manage to sweep one out across the sheets until his fingers brush glass. Ah yes, there it is.
"Would it be a dirty book?" he presses, teasing. "That preview earlier of your current reading has left me intrigued by your taste in smut, Herr Yussa."
His breath grows shallower again, and he cants his hips into Yussa's grip, grinding against his palm. Looking down at the gorgeous man beneath him and nuzzling the slender hand cradling his face, and can't help smiling.
"I do not need a book to remember you." His eyes are bright, dancing with playful warmth. "But I would enjoy one."
His hands are braced on the bed to hold him over Yussa's body, but he does manage to sweep one out across the sheets until his fingers brush glass. Ah yes, there it is.
"Would it be a dirty book?" he presses, teasing. "That preview earlier of your current reading has left me intrigued by your taste in smut, Herr Yussa."
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"Any gift from you would have pride of place in my library regardless of its contents," Caleb promises dutifully, though his words grow more breathless as Yussa's hand coaxes his cock to stiffen. "But I am eager to learn about you most of all." His lips brush the heel of Yussa's hand, which hides part of his clever grin. "And I will admit to a...proclivity for naughty literature."
Hooking the plug between his fingers, he drags it back toward him, but does nothing with it just yet. He has other ideas which become more tempting the longer he spends gazing at Yussa, looking between the hand moving on his cock and the sultry expression of interest playing out on his face.
With a decisive kiss to the inside of Yussa's wrist, Caleb leans back just enough to move beyond his reach, kneeling to regain the use of his hands.
"Turn over onto your front, please." There is no change in his own playful demeanor, but he is getting more comfortable giving casual instruction.
Hooking the plug between his fingers, he drags it back toward him, but does nothing with it just yet. He has other ideas which become more tempting the longer he spends gazing at Yussa, looking between the hand moving on his cock and the sultry expression of interest playing out on his face.
With a decisive kiss to the inside of Yussa's wrist, Caleb leans back just enough to move beyond his reach, kneeling to regain the use of his hands.
"Turn over onto your front, please." There is no change in his own playful demeanor, but he is getting more comfortable giving casual instruction.
This provocative, playfully contrarian side of Yussa is one that Caleb has rarely seen before tonight--perhaps not ever, really. It almost feels like a test, as though he is intentionally presenting a challenge for Caleb each time he waits for direction or demands specificity, prompting him to practice reinforcing his control.
That direction was fairly clear, he thought, but he doesn't have any complaints about watching Yussa present himself on his hands and knees, demonstrating one pose, then another for comparison.
"Hm. Let me see." Caleb remains warm, but impartial, as though he really is considering his options as he leaves the plug by his knee, within easy reach, and runs a broad hand down along Yussa's right flank. Swift and abrupt, he pulls it back a short distance, and his palm connects with a resounding crack across the right side of Yussa's ass, just sharp enough to make his hand smart.
That impulsive choice comes with a spike of adrenaline so strong it makes him momentarily dizzy. Now his pulse is pounding.
"Ja, this will do nicely, if you can maintain it," he says, distantly impressed by his own ability to feign disaffection. But it's far from the first time tonight he's followed through on the urge to spank Yussa, is it? "Do not move."
That direction was fairly clear, he thought, but he doesn't have any complaints about watching Yussa present himself on his hands and knees, demonstrating one pose, then another for comparison.
"Hm. Let me see." Caleb remains warm, but impartial, as though he really is considering his options as he leaves the plug by his knee, within easy reach, and runs a broad hand down along Yussa's right flank. Swift and abrupt, he pulls it back a short distance, and his palm connects with a resounding crack across the right side of Yussa's ass, just sharp enough to make his hand smart.
That impulsive choice comes with a spike of adrenaline so strong it makes him momentarily dizzy. Now his pulse is pounding.
"Ja, this will do nicely, if you can maintain it," he says, distantly impressed by his own ability to feign disaffection. But it's far from the first time tonight he's followed through on the urge to spank Yussa, is it? "Do not move."
That it was Yussa's choice to put himself in this position makes it very much not Caleb's problem if he must swallow his pride if it turns out he can't maintain it. That smack seems to have had the effect of eliminating his willfulness for the moment, just as he'd similarly grown docile earlier. Caleb will certainly remember that.
This position is perhaps not quite as ideal for his own plans as having Yussa lay on his belly, but it still works very well, which makes challenging Yussa to live with the consequences of his brattishness more than worthwhile.
Caleb widens his own stance to brace himself at a steady center of gravity on the bed, walking back far enough that the angle when he bends to meet Yussa's backside is comfortable. Both hands squeeze the round cheeks of his ass and spread them, and Caleb's tongue wets his lips as he takes in the sight of his own come dripping sluggishly from his lover's well-fucked hole. Of course he leans down the rest of the way and drags the flat of his tongue over his rim to lap it up. How could he do anything else?
This position is perhaps not quite as ideal for his own plans as having Yussa lay on his belly, but it still works very well, which makes challenging Yussa to live with the consequences of his brattishness more than worthwhile.
Caleb widens his own stance to brace himself at a steady center of gravity on the bed, walking back far enough that the angle when he bends to meet Yussa's backside is comfortable. Both hands squeeze the round cheeks of his ass and spread them, and Caleb's tongue wets his lips as he takes in the sight of his own come dripping sluggishly from his lover's well-fucked hole. Of course he leans down the rest of the way and drags the flat of his tongue over his rim to lap it up. How could he do anything else?
Caleb's lips curl with amusement as Yussa already shifts, dropping his hips lower in a way that forces Caleb to readjust as well. As he moves, the hand spreading Yussa open on his left side pulls back and reconnects a splitsecond later with another satisfyingly sharp smack, landing where the curve of his ass is softest and thickest. Now he's evened it out, at least.
"Schatz, I said that you weren't to move," he reminds, all gentle warmth. "Can you not manage this position after all?"
He doesn't wait for an answer. His mouth returns as soon as he has his balance again, both hands feeling the lingering warmth of flesh striking flesh as they hold Yussa open for him. His tongue sweeps over the soft give of his lover's stretched hole, dipping easily into his ass. Caleb's cock stands hard between his thighs, the golden warmth of arousal pooling again low in his body as he feels how yielding his lover is against his mouth, opened up so thoroughly that his hole barely resists penetration.
"Schatz, I said that you weren't to move," he reminds, all gentle warmth. "Can you not manage this position after all?"
He doesn't wait for an answer. His mouth returns as soon as he has his balance again, both hands feeling the lingering warmth of flesh striking flesh as they hold Yussa open for him. His tongue sweeps over the soft give of his lover's stretched hole, dipping easily into his ass. Caleb's cock stands hard between his thighs, the golden warmth of arousal pooling again low in his body as he feels how yielding his lover is against his mouth, opened up so thoroughly that his hole barely resists penetration.
Caleb has made demands, but any punishment should Yussa fail to meet them would only be the playful sort; perhaps he could be spared even that if he only admitted that he needs to lay down after all. But he leaves that choice entirely up to his lover. He is going to do what he likes regardless.
Currently, that means tonguing at his ass like a man starved and making an obscene mess of his face in the process. He swallows more oil than come, he's sure, and more still mixed with his own saliva seeps down to coat Yussa's blood-hot folds, which have already been soaked for--gods, a while now. The last time Caleb touched his cunt was nearly two hours ago, when he fucked him before taking his ass the first time. He was dripping wet then, so much that Caleb had commented on it. He didn't get to come.
He can imagine how his cunt must be aching. He's been vaguely aware of this, but hadn't yet solidified the full picture to put together just how needy Yussa might be feeling. The idle sense of curiosity that has led to this casual avoidance since they woke now sharpens. How long could Yussa tolerate being touched everywhere but there? What would he do to bring Caleb's attention to that need? And what would he be like when Caleb finally fucks him the way he craves?
These are questions worth answering, he thinks. And this may be his only opportunity.
Currently, that means tonguing at his ass like a man starved and making an obscene mess of his face in the process. He swallows more oil than come, he's sure, and more still mixed with his own saliva seeps down to coat Yussa's blood-hot folds, which have already been soaked for--gods, a while now. The last time Caleb touched his cunt was nearly two hours ago, when he fucked him before taking his ass the first time. He was dripping wet then, so much that Caleb had commented on it. He didn't get to come.
He can imagine how his cunt must be aching. He's been vaguely aware of this, but hadn't yet solidified the full picture to put together just how needy Yussa might be feeling. The idle sense of curiosity that has led to this casual avoidance since they woke now sharpens. How long could Yussa tolerate being touched everywhere but there? What would he do to bring Caleb's attention to that need? And what would he be like when Caleb finally fucks him the way he craves?
These are questions worth answering, he thinks. And this may be his only opportunity.
Yussa relents more quickly than he thought he would, thighs quivering as he gasps his name, pleading to lay down even as his hips tilt up toward his mouth. Caleb sits back, and there is a triumphant smile in his voice when he responds.
"Of course, schatz. Go ahead."
Wiping the back of his hand across his mouth doesn't do a lot for the state of his face from the nose down, but since he is planning to get right back to it, that doesn't much matter. Yussa all but collapses, thighs spreading until he's laying flat on the bed. It takes a lot, honestly, for Caleb to keep from chuckling, equally fond and amused.
"There. Easier this way, isn't it?" he says, running a hand down his lover's back.
"Of course, schatz. Go ahead."
Wiping the back of his hand across his mouth doesn't do a lot for the state of his face from the nose down, but since he is planning to get right back to it, that doesn't much matter. Yussa all but collapses, thighs spreading until he's laying flat on the bed. It takes a lot, honestly, for Caleb to keep from chuckling, equally fond and amused.
"There. Easier this way, isn't it?" he says, running a hand down his lover's back.
Yussa is frequently endearing, but he manages to be especially so like this, flustered and aroused enough that he can do nothing but lay flat on his belly with his legs open, grinding against the bed. That Caleb has managed to get him so wound up with relatively little he'll attribute to his work over the course of the evening, as well as the denial he's carefully orchestrated.
"Then perhaps you will do as I ask next time," he says, still amused more than admonishing. His hand trails down from the small of Yussa's back to give his ass a playful squeeze, and he leaves it there as he gets settled into place.
Caleb rests on his front as well between the wide splay of Yussa's thighs, his cock pinned beneath him against the sheets. His head and chest are raised, supported by elbows on both sides of Yussa's hips, hands again gripping his ass to spread him open. This is much easier. When he bends to return to his work, he doesn't have to think about anything else. His tongue laves over his hole lightly at first, flat and barely applying pressure before pressing deeper with a firmer lick, easy as anything.
He wonders if Yussa has an alternative to the plug--something bigger. Perhaps he'll look after he fucks him again.
"Then perhaps you will do as I ask next time," he says, still amused more than admonishing. His hand trails down from the small of Yussa's back to give his ass a playful squeeze, and he leaves it there as he gets settled into place.
Caleb rests on his front as well between the wide splay of Yussa's thighs, his cock pinned beneath him against the sheets. His head and chest are raised, supported by elbows on both sides of Yussa's hips, hands again gripping his ass to spread him open. This is much easier. When he bends to return to his work, he doesn't have to think about anything else. His tongue laves over his hole lightly at first, flat and barely applying pressure before pressing deeper with a firmer lick, easy as anything.
He wonders if Yussa has an alternative to the plug--something bigger. Perhaps he'll look after he fucks him again.
The way Yussa squirms isn't subtle. His arousal and frustration have resulted in a palpable desperation, a twitching need Caleb can sense just beneath the surface, like a current his lover's body can barely contain. He needs more, but through his own choice, he is not in a position to demand it.
Caleb is fascinated by this side of Yussa, and at least part of that intrigue is rooted in how he can and cannot relate to him. Most often, it is Caleb who finds himself voluntarily in this position: willingly subservient to his lover's will, available to be used however Yussa might wish, yet silently enduring denial of his own needs, knowing that any pleasure or release he experiences will be purely at his lover's behest. Caleb understands Yussa's current frustration intimately. He finds it freeing to have that choice taken from him. But he is certain that Yussa doesn't get quite the same things from it that he does, though he must find it thrilling in other ways. Why continue, if not?
Tilting his head fractionally, Caleb's wet mouth makes a brief detour over the curve of Yussa's ass, teeth nipping playfully into thicker flesh as his hand slips away, instead tucking beneath Yussa's hip. It pushes between him and the bed until Caleb feels his fingertips nudge a familiar swollen bud, then just a little further to pinch the other man's stiff clit between his fingers. There. He isn't trying to keep him from coming. The opposite, if anything.
As his tongue circles his opening again and sinks back into the pliant heat of his hole, a low hum vibrates in Caleb's throat. But his mouth is too happily occupied to pause for words, even the sort he knows would make Yussa's thighs quake. No matter; he's pretty sure he can accomplish that between his fingers and tongue alone.
Caleb is fascinated by this side of Yussa, and at least part of that intrigue is rooted in how he can and cannot relate to him. Most often, it is Caleb who finds himself voluntarily in this position: willingly subservient to his lover's will, available to be used however Yussa might wish, yet silently enduring denial of his own needs, knowing that any pleasure or release he experiences will be purely at his lover's behest. Caleb understands Yussa's current frustration intimately. He finds it freeing to have that choice taken from him. But he is certain that Yussa doesn't get quite the same things from it that he does, though he must find it thrilling in other ways. Why continue, if not?
Tilting his head fractionally, Caleb's wet mouth makes a brief detour over the curve of Yussa's ass, teeth nipping playfully into thicker flesh as his hand slips away, instead tucking beneath Yussa's hip. It pushes between him and the bed until Caleb feels his fingertips nudge a familiar swollen bud, then just a little further to pinch the other man's stiff clit between his fingers. There. He isn't trying to keep him from coming. The opposite, if anything.
As his tongue circles his opening again and sinks back into the pliant heat of his hole, a low hum vibrates in Caleb's throat. But his mouth is too happily occupied to pause for words, even the sort he knows would make Yussa's thighs quake. No matter; he's pretty sure he can accomplish that between his fingers and tongue alone.
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